2011!!! Its a start of a new decade. A new year. A new beginning!! Its the year I turn 20 albeit that is quite late in the year. A time to be more responsible and mature and work towards a career. But how boring is that!!! It feel so much better to just lie back and watch a movie or read a good book or eat pizza while watching this sentimental movie. Too ideal a life, eh? But how perfect!!
Life is too mundane right now. Its so dull and boring. There's no thrill, no excitement , no feeling in the pit of the stomach that tomorrow is going to be awesome. Why?? No idea!!
On that note, let me raise a glass to this year. I hope it is amazing and fulfilling and unpredictable. I hope dreams come true. I hope stories come true. I hope people find each other again. I hope idealism rules the day and reality is pushed aside for a while. I hope solitude becomes more special and helps bring out a deeper understanding of out psyche. I hope this is the year to challenge boundaries, to forge relations, to let loose and fall madly in deeply in love.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one who has this untarnished, hopeful, resurrecting view of love. Maybe I'm more in love with the idea of it than with a person, but I can't really be blamed can I? I love the idea of romance. I love the idea of giving yourself completely up to someone. Someone who accepts you in all your moods, Someone who really "Gets" you! I am such a sucker for romance. But sometimes, i wonder is it really worth fighting for? Do you really meet that person who you know is "The One"or is it just a myth nowadays... Does commitment, devotion, even exist anymore or is it just Lust now....
Anyway, I would like to conclude with some of the most beautiful lines I've heard
" I never want you to lie, steal or cheat. But if you have to do so- STEAL away my sorrows. LIE in bed with me each night and CHEAT Death so you can be with me forever"
Love may be hard but its worth it in the end.....
